had quite a bad day. 3 reasons, angry at classmate, angry for friends, angry at myself.

for the past few days after the camp, i had heard rumours that he has told his parents about the camp, and his mom even CALLED up Saints Adventures to complain about the trainer's antics. i was doubting it at first, and merely took it along as a joke. but within half a day, it was looking more and more likely, and with some careful thinking, i thought that i should have realised right after the camp was over.

this is bloody stupid. for EVERY single thing, u have to complain to ur bleedy mom. this is a CAMP. C-A-M-P. understand? i dont care if u don't. the problem is that u keep acting like a loser. i noe this might not be ur fault. it might be the way u were brought up, or maybe it might be a medical problem, but this is getting on my damn nerves. im not gonna waste my time explaining why u shouldnt complain about the camp to anybody. even a retarded person can realise that. if u read this, and decide to classify me as a bully, go ahead. go ahead, name urself with those few friend(s) u have. the reason so many people even bother to "bully" you, its your own bloody fault.

then again, his mom. in my honest opinion, this extra care is ruining his life. i pity him for what he turns out to be. i pity him for wat he has to endure. taunts and stuff. if this going on, hes going to be bloody useless. for goodness sake, women, leave him alone! that would do us all a favour, AND you can get him to grow up faster.

the same reason im angry, for my friend. because of u complaining, complaining, complaining, non-stop, ur own dilemmas have turned into many other's discomforts. no one dares to do shit around u. u caused my friends trouble, more trouble than u are bloody worth, at all. u have wasted their time, energy, trying to avoid trouble with u and ur dickstick mom. i have been trying to act nice to u, but it seems to be all in vain. u leave me in peace, but my world around me is not. for goodness sake, whatever bad stuff that happens to u, don't be a f-uped loser and tell ur mom, we don't give a damn what she says, and DON'T get her coming after us again. or else.

then im angry with myself. for not realising. and for being slow. and this has landed me into a worst combination of group members. zx, him, yx, ning. ning can control his mapling, im fine with hime. yx, i have to telephone him to get him to go online. but please don't make excuses. thanks. zx, have to telephone also, but theres a bit of problem. if he feels like it, he works hard. if not, then he slacks like...slacky. but the problem is him. i cant believe myself for allowing myself to look so slowly for group members, that im stuck with him. bloody hell.

i've got the main worksheet, so im the fking leader, and u better listen to me. on msn, u always act like u noe msn language very well. act cool only. i saw ur super spastic message.

*whole class invited to msn*
bing: every1 bring rags tmr
someone: kae
someone2: no prob
him: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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very nice to fall asleep at the computer table issit? that was the most spastic use of "zzz" i have ever seen in my life. people agree cheerfully, u snore at an instruction. piss off man.

i gotta confess something. all this shit in a day caused my temper to really go up. after finding out my group, i was dam frustrated. then yy whacks me as a joke. wrong time to do that. so i burst. i turned around and shouted at him, and really tried to whack him. whacking, whacking, came to my senses, realised wtf i am doing, soften the whacks, stopped. sry kae, yy, just a moment of madness, or else i would have laughed along after the whack. never meant to burst out at u.

back to the point. if you ever get to read this, dun bitch about it. take it like a man, not a f**kstick loser. if you get ur mom involved another time, don't blame us if u get deep shit hating from the whole class. i mean it.